Venus
03-18-2009, 08:12 AM
In a few words Im blahish..
I cry silent tears, ones that no one hears
Wanting to call out, but not give away my fears
Emotions twisting and burning a path inside my veins
Wanting to hold sanity, yet yearning to seriously maim
Why is it so hard to believe? For me there is nothing
Why can't I see forever, Surely there is something?
Can we change our lifes path? To find the hidden desire?
Cheat at the game of fate, Instead of stepping into the fire?
Who decides what can or can not be? A hidden enitity or should it be me?
How can a mere mortal fight against such force? Oh Please set me free!
I want to feel nothing, How selfish do I sound?
I need to see something, But no one I want round
Should I curse or praise what or who they are?
Or would the insanity drive me in to far
I have a soul one I surely give up for just a pure taste
A small little sip of purity from a fountain to waste
How hard is this life we human have, Fairytales dont seem to bad
Romance, Horror, Mystery too, A mythical world to slip into
All dreams and wishes that have been made upon that star
Silly girl wishes beaten down twisted into a cruel scar
Everything that we touch and see, Inflicks wounds that wont heal
Bitterly for me all I see is mangled broken fake yet all too real
How can such things bring wonder yet pain? God this is driving me insane
Simple yet frustrating, Angry that feeling is hopelessly mundane
Wanting to stamp and scream and hit out at the wall, someone something
Look at me you see nothing but calm and serene, nothing portraying mean
Locked in my never ending circle of glass, Emotionally free trying to pass
Small ripples crease my taunt face, As if fate has put me back in place
Slumping down to rest my weary head, they take the prize they won for now
My pride and dignity as well, Staring forlorning out to my right
Pretending to slumber gathering strenght for my next fight
They win for now, but I will come back Im depleted and tossed aside
But look out! I shall play with you again, Then it will be you to hide
Goodbye old friend
I cry silent tears, ones that no one hears
Wanting to call out, but not give away my fears
Emotions twisting and burning a path inside my veins
Wanting to hold sanity, yet yearning to seriously maim
Why is it so hard to believe? For me there is nothing
Why can't I see forever, Surely there is something?
Can we change our lifes path? To find the hidden desire?
Cheat at the game of fate, Instead of stepping into the fire?
Who decides what can or can not be? A hidden enitity or should it be me?
How can a mere mortal fight against such force? Oh Please set me free!
I want to feel nothing, How selfish do I sound?
I need to see something, But no one I want round
Should I curse or praise what or who they are?
Or would the insanity drive me in to far
I have a soul one I surely give up for just a pure taste
A small little sip of purity from a fountain to waste
How hard is this life we human have, Fairytales dont seem to bad
Romance, Horror, Mystery too, A mythical world to slip into
All dreams and wishes that have been made upon that star
Silly girl wishes beaten down twisted into a cruel scar
Everything that we touch and see, Inflicks wounds that wont heal
Bitterly for me all I see is mangled broken fake yet all too real
How can such things bring wonder yet pain? God this is driving me insane
Simple yet frustrating, Angry that feeling is hopelessly mundane
Wanting to stamp and scream and hit out at the wall, someone something
Look at me you see nothing but calm and serene, nothing portraying mean
Locked in my never ending circle of glass, Emotionally free trying to pass
Small ripples crease my taunt face, As if fate has put me back in place
Slumping down to rest my weary head, they take the prize they won for now
My pride and dignity as well, Staring forlorning out to my right
Pretending to slumber gathering strenght for my next fight
They win for now, but I will come back Im depleted and tossed aside
But look out! I shall play with you again, Then it will be you to hide
Goodbye old friend